| I am reminded of you. A picture, a silly picture reminded me of you. I could have sworn it was you, but I don't know. I miss you, a person that I should have forgotten instead. I feel a tinge of hatred inside of me, I hate myself because I can't forget about you but at the same time I can't bring myself to hate you because of who you are and how you used to mean to me. Its silly and it made me so agitated that I can't help myself. Facepalm mode argh! |
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| I see flashes of light, but when I blink and look again, all I see are shadows, shadows created by me. |
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| I can't sleep. I just can't. I don't know what to do about it. I'm thinking about so many things right now. Business...I want to build up a business to get my financial freedom that I always yearn for I think of love, of my special someone, of the cross roads of my life, and of course, of what I would do when I get married. Am I ready? Am I strong enough to do what is needed in me? I ask so many questions on such sleepless night Gut wrenching... no other term I could think of as I think of my previous life. argh! This is what I get by looking back. |
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| Post soon... just a little bit more time |
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| My body sway at the rhythm of a song
as I yearn for you so long
I am tired enough
when will our love make us laugh?
I claim that its worth it
this Love we don't fake it
because its real as pain
but I hope there is more to gain
I can not do this alone
and with a speed dial on my phone
your my person of emergency
your my person of urgency
I'd take the beating
I'd take the suffering
as long you and me are together
I swear I won't surrender
Just never let go
because there's more to show
on to this life for us
We can attain our dream at last |
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